Newcomer, want to keep my hope alive!

[iwantittowork]

I don't mind the smacks in the head GIMA, I know it's me that is hurting, she could care less.. :O)

I sent the info off to the L, we'll see what he says.

It just points out who this woman is right now, I still have in my head some kind of image that she just is not. The fact that she didn't even attempt to make a payment on the house she is living in, but then went out and spent thousands on furniture boggles my mind..

I have tried, and continue to try to do what is right, but even that hurts me financially. I know that I am not perfect, and I did a lot of damage to our MR, I want to find the route to come out of this whole and happy somehow...