feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

Hey Sol,

I'm not doing too well. I woke up with that sick feeling in my stomach. I hate feeling like this. I'm sinking a little faster than I thought but I'm still fighting but seemingly losing.

I wanted to go back to sleep after kids left to school (i never go back to bed) but I said to myself no you get up so I did. I came here - my safe place

It's raining today in Cal - I'm under the blanket with my laptop on the couch. I'm going to spend a little time here then get up and work out. G is gonna get on my sulking case!

Thanks for checking on me - I really do appreciate it.