Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Goldey, Deep, thanks. I am definately visiting a few lawyers when I get home. I have read, re-read, and re-read again, looking for something, anything that I can look to, to show me that this is a temp thing with her. I just dont see it. Maybe it is because I am so angry with her for doing this to me while I am where I am. Maybe it is because I am so protective of my boys. Maybe, I finally see a side of my W, that I have been lying to myself about, to stay with her. I mean, I have to look back at our M, and I didn't get a quarter of the emotional support/dedication that I gave to her. I just took it. I would tell myself, "it's better to not just start a fight", it's better to just let her win this one. Well, now that I look back, that wasn't such a good idea. I enabled this behavior, and I am beating myself up over it. I know I played a part in all of this, I KNOW I did. But it doesn't excuse her behavior with my boys, and thier friends. I dunno, not sure if I'm coming or going right now. Gotta get focused, and do it really quick. 4 days to go until the real fireworks start...