Balance, dear Donna...People are in charge of their own feelings.
I went through a similar thought process in January. Thought I was bringing everyone down. Wet blanket at the party.
It's one thing if you walk in and are rude to people. Of course they will react. But...if you simply show up, act 'as if', most people can handle it.
I think the holidays stir some of this stuff up. Expectations and all that jazz.
Hey, I have a new thread. Can you come visit sometime? love, Goldey


Me:44, WAW hx bi-polar H:48, hx of abuse
S:22, S:19, D:16
Filed Oct 08, dismissed
Filed again Jan 10, dismissed
Now Piecing
alter persona: SuperBoots