how do you get over NOT knowing when they are being sincere or not???
h mentioned friday he was thinking of coming home...i was VERY hesitant and said if that were something he wanted we could discuss it when he decided...
he was in class all weekend, calls this morning. more anger and resentment...wtf?
not that i expexted anything, i was truly shocked he said it...he has NEVER said ANYTHING about coming home...
atleast I know it wasnt me...i wasnt around him nor had i spoken with him! terrible huh?
I know there arent definate stages to all of this...could someone give some insight on anything that may help??? its so hard to do nc...im doin it though. just want some light somewhere!
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
