Well its been years since Ive been on here...None of this divorce busting did any good...She ended up marrying the guy she had an affair with...Its been four years now and it still hurts...I still dont want anyone else and wonder if I will ever find that again. I just get tired of being depressed all the time...Im sure you guys know what im talking about. Ive tried the forgivness as a Christian but there are some days I just cant control the hatred its weird...Its gotten the best of me but what can ya do? I dunno...I just really miss her, she was my best friend...
