here we go again

[Jstar]

i do get irritated when he makes contact, why? he is doing nothing to help me or d2 and hasn't for some time now. he's asked once to see d2 other then just wants to know how she's doing. there is no can i see her tuesday? Can i take her to the park? none of that i think that if a parent wants to see their kid they would not just ask how they are, they'd pursue seeing them, not just hows my lil one. i understand i've made mistakes i want to be in d2 life, and will do what ever it takes to see her. maybe that is still an expectation i have for him, i hold myself to it firmly. probably i have to high expectations.

i thought i was giving d2 stability by not having him come in and out of her life when he chooses.

am i way of base here???