Kat, I read Hope4us thread. I can see why you wanted me to read it.
FG, what should I prepare/protect for? You are getting me worried... Looking back, IF I had felt "sexy" I would have kissed him back, teased him and would have given him something to think about...
I need to start playing again. You are right. It's hard though. Everything that happens feels sooooooo important right now. You know? I am constantly looking for evidence of his love, proof that he is cheating, questioning his motives, doubting his intentions, wondering if he means what he says/does, etc etc... Will need to distance myself without "distancing myself". Tricky... K
