Christmas is going to be tougher than I thought. Went to pick up girls this morning. They were excited to show me the tree W went with them to get yesterday. Also, she'd put out her Christmas Village. I bought 10 of those houses. That was our traditional gift.
That hurt a bit. I don't know why I didn't think she'd get the tree yet.
Went to church. That got me refocused. Then we ate and headed out to the same tree farm that W got the tree. My idea was to buy new Christmas ornaments for new memories.
Next year, we'll do the same thing, but we won't go to the tree farm. I really struggled there. That's where all FOUR of us have gone every year to get the tree. Christmas is by far W's favorite holiday. She puts up hundreds of lights. There's the village. She really puts a lot into it.
This year I won't be there for any of that. Today I wasn't ready for that. Hopefully, it'll get better -- not worse -- the closer we get to Christmas.
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