feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I know what you mean mind - it's a process for me - it's almost impossible for me to go from sad to mad so quickly. It takes me a little bit. I am choosing to speed the process. When I get mad it's on!

I'm setting a goal for my bday (March) to lose some more weight. I have to look ahead I can't bear to think about my day to day right now. It's the worst Christmas ever and I resent my H for this. I've never had a sad Christmas married to him. It really bothers me.

Anyway....I know I sound kinda down but I really am trying.

Don't worry I won't try snowboarding lol at least not right but I'd love to in the future.