feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I read...and re read. I get it. Don't get me wrong I was happy he was leaving I didn't want him around (it just causes me hurt n anger) so yes, I am glad he left for a few days. I'm sure he is glad to get away too.

I will back off now. I'm still VERY hurt and VERY angry at the way he punishes me (withholding affection) but for my own good I will try so so hard to stop thinking and over reacting with every single thing. I have to tell you I get so mad thinking about this though. I'm tired of it.

thank you G - if I need a 2x4 you give it to me