The only issues this weekend were the ones in my head. I've been battling negativity and walk-away-itis. I find myself thinking thoughts varying from "why do I want to be married to this woman anyway?" to more destructive feelings of entitlement and resent.
The feelings are my own. Mrs T has done nothing new to provoke them. I can attribute them to the facts that a) I haven't done a very good job of taking care of myself (I went into the weekend without plans) and b) my expectations of how things should be do not match the realities of my sitch.
In reality, Mrs T is actually more open, sociable, and non-critical than she has been much of the time in our sitch. We're getting along fine.
Me 42, W 39, S8, S6, S2 M 11y, A & ILYBNILWY 11/08 Walking away from a bad situation.
