Sometimes I wonder who I am, who I've become. I've stayed stuck for the past 2 years. I know it's my own fault for staying stuck, I should have taken better control of my life.
Life does get better, right? Sometimes I just feel pain all day and I just want to die. I'm hurt, scared, lonely. Not much of a man right now.
Once upon a time I was at the top of my game. Now I'm at the bottom and things keep getting worse. I know I can change this, I just don't have the energy and I feel so alone.
