I can't talk about last night just yet but I wanted you to know I'm ok. He is being somewhat cordial this morning but I'm sick to my stomach. I am choosing to shut down and put walls way up. I need to protect me now.
he may leave soon so I must prepare
oh..and I did wanna say thank you all so much for supporting me
Last edited by luvless; 12/05/0906:54 PM.
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10
I may not have the advice you need but I am here to support you as well. I offer my caring reading eyes...as listening ears just won't do the job in this instance. Take care. Be strong.
M: 31 H: 29 Married: 6 yrs Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old
Separated: Sept. '09 Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09 Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10 Threatening to leave again: July,14
hey, it's okay to give yourself a break. can you get away or something? do you have kids? can you get a sitter if you do?
you just need to focus on you right now, because this is taking a toll on you.
I also would like to have an answer to my previous question. and if the answer is no, you need to start believing it, and start telling yourself you are a wonderful person, a great creation.
after you have allowed yourself some time to dwell on the sadness you are going thru, put a time limit on it and start to list things you can be thankful for. you need to start getting to a positive mindset however you can do that, and you will probably have to force yourself at first, but it is necessary, to get thru this without digging yourself into hole.
we definitely are all here for you
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
Glad to see you back (((Luv)))