hey, it's okay to give yourself a break. can you get away or something? do you have kids? can you get a sitter if you do?

you just need to focus on you right now, because this is taking a toll on you.

I also would like to have an answer to my previous question. and if the answer is no, you need to start believing it, and start telling yourself you are a wonderful person, a great creation.

after you have allowed yourself some time to dwell on the sadness you are going thru, put a time limit on it and start to list things you can be thankful for. you need to start getting to a positive mindset however you can do that, and you will probably have to force yourself at first, but it is necessary, to get thru this without digging yourself into hole.

we definitely are all here for you

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."