Lotus, gnosis, bobbi jo, cutter, mo3, Gypsy, IWITW, & Kelly.

Thank you all so much for your kind commiserating and suggestions.

I am okay. I am leaping and bounding ahead in detachment, but that one year anniversary overwhelmed me. I was unable to distract, change routine at all that day, hence my just going hog-wild and going over every hurt, disillusionment, betrayal and disappointment in a good, long Year In Review with God.

I am so exhausted right now, I am misspelling and correcting almost every word, so I will sign off now and check in with you all tomorrow.

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac