But why is he hurt? Didn't he get everything he wanted? His freedom? It felt like he made me feel safe for 2 months by being nice and then attacking me again - why in god's name? Ok I have spent money and he didn't like my business but that's it - I have never cheated or hurt him in any other way - I love this man with all my heart, always have.
I need the proof for me - all I have so far is proof of the woman he dated after we split and it really looks like it only started after we split - I want to know the reason he split in the first place - I need to know how much of our marriage was fake in the first place - I went off the pill since our youngest was born 8 years ago and WH had a huge fight with me about going on the pill again and going off condoms - that was September 08 - I want to know if he had sex with someone else since then - and then go for a STD test - the problem I have is guessing his passsword of his secret email account as I don't know when he created it. It could be there for years.
