I'm sorry to learn that your dreams may be tied to those events in your past. When I first commented I thought it was just a run of bad dreams, but not this. What happened was so awful and I don't know what to say other than I wish recovery and peace for you.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
Gyps, I just read your posts...the ones before the Thanksgiving dinner...I am sorry. I missed the part about your sister. My apologies..my post above was regarding the dinner...it (my post) may have sounded a little insolent... That was not my intention cara...
Not to worry. The thought never occurred to me. You're too good a guy. *hugs*
On that note, I'm starting a 'Dad Diary' (not here) to dump, register and write whatever goes on. It was unfair to post it here. *hugs* And it's better to just write. I don't need to create an audience to express that side of my life. Thank you all for caring.
I've still been feeling stressed.. the type where it's difficult to sleep, eat but easy to worry and fret. I can't believe I lost/misplaced my divorce decree. Ugh! Ugh! Ugh! I need it for financial paperwork. Which safe place did I put it in. ARRGGHHHHH!!! Maintaining cohesive structure is a difficulty of mine. And I excel at procrastination... which usually comes back to bite me in the @ss!
I have lots of stuff to do.. like not give up on selling the house. Two months on the market and only one couple coming through on week two. Have to get off my butt, outta my head and delve into life.
Good Morning Gypsy Been lurking a bit over here, and spending more time @ FB lately. I think you can get a copy from the Court Clerk. love, Goldey XoXoX
Me:44, WAW hx bi-polar H:48, hx of abuse S:22, S:19, D:16 Filed Oct 08, dismissed Filed again Jan 10, dismissed Now Piecing alter persona: SuperBoots
Gyps, Thanks so much for your post at my thread. Answered you in detail there. Been real busy with winter gig. Except for 1 yr anniversary of STBXW moving out I've been fine. You?
Will catch up when I have time (probably won't be until Sunday. May call you in the meantime (((hugs)))
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac