3 things I'm thankful for: 1. 2 fun play dates I took DD on 2. The Christmas season - the excitement and special things that we get to do 3. My girlfriend who has a DD the same age as mine
No contact from H yesterday. It was good that DD and I spent a lot time of out the house or I would have been pretty sad. Some days it just hits harder than others.
We went to a reading of Polar Express at Barnes & Noble and it's hard to go to these types of things and see dads with their families. Just makes me sad - bc my H should be with me and DD.
Trying to focus on what I DO have and not what I don't have.
Me: 34 H: 34 DD: 3 M: 8 yrs H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you" PA Bomb: April 5, 2010
