Ok,

So it is 6:51 am on Saturday morning. I slept for 3 hours tonight. During the week I am averaging about 4.5 hours per night of sleep. I generally go to sleep about 3am and wake up about 7:30am to get to work by 8:30. It isn't so bad once you get used to it. Just imagine how successful I could be if I spent all that time studying.

The thing is that at times when I get up to walk or move, sometimes I feel a quick dizzyness come on, but then I quickly shake it off. It feels like something neurological going on when it happens.

Ok, so today is the big day for D11. W wants us to come over about 10am to help decorate her real Christmas tree in OUR house. Why she couldn't get this done during the week on her time with the kids is beyond me. I am already planning on me and the kids setting up our Christmas tree and decorating it tomorrow. I did not invite W to participate.

Last night, D11 got to try Sushi for the first time for her birthday. She liked it somewhat. D7 wasn't a huge fan of it. But hey, they tried something new and D11 wanted to try it for her birthday dinner with me. We sat at the place where they actually make the sushi in front of you. The kids thought that was pretty neat. The guy who made ours was pretty cool. After we were done eating, he went back and made a special desert for the girls and brought it out to them. He was very nice. The girls were so excited about what he made them that they forgot to say thank you so I had to remind each of them to do so since he did it just for them. I pretty much eat sushi at that one place alone so they have kind of gotten to know me there. But last night was the first time they met my daughters. I am meeting FaithfulH there for dinner on Tuesday. He is a sushi fan as well and I think he will like the place.

I guess I am going to go ahead and join the Rush Limbaugh 24/7 membership thing so I can download his daily podcasts. I have listened to him for 15 years and read both of his books. Funny thing is that he has had 3 marriages and not been able to make them work, but the guy is dead on when it comes to politics. Not much room for arguement with him when it comes to that. My W never really listened to him because she thought he came across as arrogant. I disagreed and said that he was confident and probably the most knowledgeable guy out there when it comes to politics if you can just get past his ego. There is a reason his radio show has survived and strived for 15 years and everyone elses has failed during that time. If he was wrong that much, his show wouldn't have any credibility and would have failed years ago like everyone elses.

I am also a Randy Galloway fan when it comes to Dallas Cowboys talk on the radio. He is a bit kooky, but very entertaining and I think he knows this team very well and has for years. He can't stand Jerry Jones, but loves the Boys.

Ok, enough of rambling on for me. I guess I hit those streaks when I am alone and not slept much.

The sun is now out and shining. It usually gets dark here about 6pm these days.

A friend of mine gave me a table and chairs to set up outside so D7 could eat her lunch out there with her friends that she is making now. She had wanted to do that and my friend was going to get rid of her stuff as she got new stuff so I took it for D7. I got the biggest hug from D7 when she saw it. It just completely warmed my heart when she hugged me and thanked me for it. The simple things in life that can make a kids world extra special.

I have been playing with my new droid phone and not hardly been on my computer because of it. That phone is just amazing. There really isn't much I can't do on it.

I need to go back to the excercise room again today and get back on track with that. I had been doing it each day, but I got off track with the holidays and my dad visiting. I think I put on a few extra pounds because of it. But I know how to take them right back off.

My coworker breeds maltese dogs and both my daughters really want one, so he told me is going to be breeding them again and he also potty trains them before he releases them, so he is going to give me the first pick at the next litter. My girls are so excited about it.

I think I am going to go make coffee now and start my day. Hopefully I won't have any dizzy spells today. It is strange, they hit at the oddest times during the day for me.

Christmas is just around the corner and then new years. I already have new years plans with my girls since W was asking if I wanted them for New Years. Last New Years really ended up sucking as W and D7 disappeared for 3 days and nights. It was just me and D11 and D11 cried and was so upset that W wouldn't even call her because she was to busy at her best friends house for those 3 days. I hope W is a little more courteous towards her own daughter this year. But I am taking them with me to a friends house whom they know where there will also be other kids and adults they know. It should be a fun time for all of us.

Kevin


Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...