Sometimes I go through those thoughts as well. My H also is portraying a very unattractive part of himself lately. Someone that I do not see a future with. It scares me often as i feel sometimes like we are addicted in a way to the "family life". The future we envisioned with these men as our husbands there to take care of us and be a family and go on family vacations and our childrens sport events as a family and etc. It make me wonder at times, do I just want the family life? Or do I really want my H?
M: 31 H: 29 Married: 6 yrs Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old
Separated: Sept. '09 Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09 Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10 Threatening to leave again: July,14
