well i got the attitude, won't even let the kids talk trash on her.
won't let my family talk trash on her.
grieving for all 4 of us, that's what sux.
i got a great d, she knows what's going on, she's not my support, i'm tuff for her, i got to be, but not going to lie to them, this isn't their mom right now, be patient with her.
with wife, she hasn't seen me cry, she's only heard that i have.i'm reading and praying cause i want to. should of done it sooner, there's a lot in proverbs that had i known that book, may not have been in situation i'm in.
what's frustrating though, love my wife, like she's my own flesh, turning the other cheek, being nice, seperating the person from the behavior, but to have anyone else see it, including her is frustrating as heck.
i've told my family, dad, etc. to mind their business, don't need their advice, no i'm not going to be mean and i'm going to keep my word, so what she spent money, a lot, there isn't any wrong that i don't see love can cover.
what's really frustrating is she told me to worry about her and to not divorce her, just give her space and reduce her stress, do those things, then she files.
SHE WAS ADAMANT DO NOT LEAVE ME, when all this started, i'm still putting her first, i gave her my word, she's a great mom and woman and no i can't control her. what the kids no is i love their mom and that yes she's done things, but i'm not angry with her.
they've seen the invictus poem and they both say now, don't give up kid.
