feel like giving up - talk to me!

[Gnosis]

I know I'm such a disappointment today huh G?

And that my dear is where one of your problems lies: You worry too much about what other people think of you. My opinion of you should not matter. I'm a complete stranger whom you will never meet.

He called after work and said, ok I'm coming home...I was lagging as to end the convo and he says, "so we doing anything" I tried to be nice and said, "yeah if you want to" - looking back I shouldn't have said if "you" want to.

Hey! You're having a bad day. You don't have to be perfect EVERY day you know? As far as I'm concerned there was nothing wrong with that. You're not a robot. This is minor... when I said let the small stuff he does slide? Newsflash! This applies to you. That was minor.

I hope tomorrow I'll have a better attitude.

You will.

I don't want to think you are wasting your precious and valuable time here with me.

If I thought that I wouldn't still be here.

I'm scared to see how tonight goes - I just don't know

Stop living in fear. All you need is practice.

Oh, and as for the disappointment thing... furthest from the truth. What would disappoint is if you stayed away because you were feeling down. Instead you came and told us.

Listen Luv, what you have been doing the last week or so has required courage and strength. Sheesh, I'm impressed with how well you've handled yourself so far.

Don't forget, Score: 2 pts... on the first day of playing. Not bad at all! Heck, when I started playing that game on myself it took me a six days without resetting to zero at least once a day. Believe me when I tell you there is a method to my madness.