feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I know I'm such a disappointment today huh G? He called after work and said, ok I'm coming home...I was lagging as to end the convo and he says, "so we doing anything" I tried to be nice and said, "yeah if you want to" - looking back I shouldn't have said if "you" want to.

I hope tomorrow I'll have a better attitude. I don't want to think you are wasting your precious and valuable time here with me. You guys - specially G has pulled me through some rough days.

I'm scared to see how tonight goes - I just don't know