Most of us here have our issues. So what. People post to you for a lot of reasons. I think most just see a hurting man and want to extend a hand and help him up. No one I've read here seems to get a kick out of slapping you. Really people have better things to do with their time.
You can have a much better life. I don't know if you can save your marriage, but damn Kevin . . . you have two lovely kids . . . you are employed . . . you have so much and you just can't see it. Sometimes I think of Gollum and his precious when I read what you say about your wife. She is poison to you and yet you still crave her more than anything. She isn't worth it.
I'm a man . . . But I can change . . . If I have to . . . I guess . . .
