I will admit that the people on this site have done a good job of making me feel like or realize that there is something wrong with me. It is quite depressing to think I am not normal.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
And it is not a critism. It is just a truthful acknowledgement.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
At the risk of sounding truly pathetic. I admit that I want to be loved. My W just doesn't have that love for me anymore and it hurts. It goes away some with time. But it still hurts and I still want to feel that love and know that I am loved.
I guess that is where I am lacking in self confidence because of that.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
I am going to make it a great night for D11 and make it all about her. Nobody has to worry about that. I got my parent priorities in order.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
I will admit that the people on this site have done a good job of making me feel like or realize that there is something wrong with me. It is quite depressing to think I am not normal.
Kevin
What's normal? Is it depressing to be an individual and have different thoughts and actions? Who would you consider normal? McQueen? (Sorry SM I do find your posts funny and somewhat off the wall at times)
When's the pity party over?
"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33
No pity party. I was just making an acknowledgement.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
Most of us here have our issues. So what. People post to you for a lot of reasons. I think most just see a hurting man and want to extend a hand and help him up. No one I've read here seems to get a kick out of slapping you. Really people have better things to do with their time.
You can have a much better life. I don't know if you can save your marriage, but damn Kevin . . . you have two lovely kids . . . you are employed . . . you have so much and you just can't see it. Sometimes I think of Gollum and his precious when I read what you say about your wife. She is poison to you and yet you still crave her more than anything. She isn't worth it.
I'm a man . . . But I can change . . . If I have to . . . I guess . . .
I get to leave work in 20 minutes and go get my kids and take them out. Should be fun. Today has been a long day. I am looking forward to the weekend with my girls.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
Sometimes I don't know if you are joking or you are serious with your suggestions. They really are funny and yet applicable.
Also, thanks SO2 and Stuck and TrentC. I am trying to remember to acknowledge everyone who posts and let them know I did read what they said.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
