I'm sorry- I didn't mean to worry anyone. Physically I'm tired (not getting enough sleep and shlepping boxes around), and I don't know what I'm feeling right now- it's a mix of feeling lost, out of sorts, and some relief. I miss my daughter, it was a bit awkward when she came over for dinner last night (first time since the weekend)- you could see that she didn't feel comfortable at the townhouse. And H is being really nice to me and I don't know what to make of that. I haven't been able to settle into a routine yet, and I'm looking forward to that. There's still too much going on right now. Maybe another week before it all calms down?
