trying hard to figure things out

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Frustrating day with the hubby today but I guess that's what I get for trying to push things. It's funny he left me and yet he says he's the one that's too hurt to talk about things. I was the one that was rejected how the crap does he think I feel. I should be the one that's too hurt to talk. He keeps saying "you never know what will happen" and "I will always love you" and things like that that give me hope but then he won't do anything to try to move forward.