Yes I see what X is after (wanting to give it another try and I guess it scares me but at the same time I like it although everything we have been thru) in joking like that. S told her awile back that he is getting a Mario room when we move and we might get this one house. So that night with the D she brought it up briefly.
The whole Santa thing is we would be acting as a family right now, and I dont think that is the right thing to do at this point in time. Will just take it slow and see how it goes.
One of my concerns is why X is moving this direction? Is it because OM is gone and I am just a filler right now (although it was back in July or August she was wanting this even though he was living with her)? Is X being sincere or have a change of heart in a while so that I will think everything is going to be ok but just set myself up for some more hurt again?
I emailed her back and said I would love to but I will pass. Then followed up with I would go eat with her sometime though. Been a couple hours and havent heard back. So prob tomorrow is when X might want to eat but I might try to set something up tonight with her.
Thank you for you inputs, its greatly appreciated!
