K4D Rising #4

[TrentC]

SM, Not confused. Just struggled lately and caved and pursued a path I shouldn't have. I kept it quiet. But I am not pursuing it anymore.

Kept it quiet from the people here who have spent hours and hours trying to give you advice? Including, most likely, advice to not "pursue the path you shouldn't have"? Am I reading that correctly?

So in other words, you're "listening to" and "appreciating" and "respecting" what people here have to say to you; then you go and do whatever you feel like doing anyway. And -- surprise, surprise -- it doesn't work.

I'm at a loss for what to say at this point.