he called once this week, and texted once this week. i don't think it is enough for me to even break my silence. if he shows up and still not going to speak with him. i'm not ready to speak with him at all. i was super anxious and doing all the wrong things a few weeks ago and now that i'm in the dark it does give me some perspective. he can say he misses d2 and throw how i'm supposed to put my anger aside and think of her, when he is not doing that, he things that by asking if he see her or how she is that is support. it is NOT.
i don't think i would even be able to hold my disgust for him at this time if we went to a playground. i WILL NOT let him have daughter UNLESS it is highly controlled and supervised by me, then we will see how much he wants to see her.
maybe i'm taking a wrong stand in not letting her just go with him, but there are no guarentess i will get her back, if she'll be taken care of, if he'll leave her with mil. he has some prooving to do that he is a good father to have in her life and not only when it suits him.
he's not most of the men on here or was that even though there having issues with the spouse, they STILL provide $ for their children, have set up regular visitations, my h is NOT.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
