Anything but boring here. Not very peacful though.
Highlights of the evening is that I am giving my kids a bath and I here her talking to her friends son who is staying with us for the week to help with the kids while she unpacks.
I here her say to him "my name is sure being grumpy tonight huh"?
His answer "no not really". I could have kissed him.
Later after the kids are in be she wants to go the the "Home Center" for a little shelf and wants me to go with her. Turns out her friends son is sleeping and we can't go.
The people in our neighbourhood are having a party to welcome us tonight. This is a very close knit community and is full or great and friendly people. I think I can use this to my advantage. New friends, activities, and GAL.
Later when we are going to be she starts saying how stressed she is about setting up and unpacking our bedroom. I said I will help her this weekend not too worry.
She says well I'm just going to put all my stuff downstairs. I say "oh are you moving downstairs"?
"Well thats the plan right"? I say "I guess that's your plan".
Then I asked her how long she is going to stay down there. Her reply is "forever"
I told her that won't work and I have no plan of being divorced and living in the same house as her.
I said "I am not going to pretend we are married and then come home and have you go sleep downstairs".
I said you know this is such a nice house, nice community with good neighbours and a real good place for "our new start" (this is what she told me the move to this town would be) too bad it is dead before it began.
She says nothing. I ask "are you sure there isn't some way we could work this out"?
She says "I am confused". Then "good night"
I said "good night" and went to sleep.
That is a different answer to this question than ever before. It has been for the last five weeks. "NOPE"
She is conflicted. I know that doesn't mean s**t but it is something.
On Saturday I am starting to GAL in the new town. 1st step is a new 12 step group.
