talked to s on phone last nite, he said dad when u gonna like fball again and quit reading the bible and praying so much.
ur nothing like ur old self dad,ur fun,but ur not urself.
he must've talked to me for 5 min's about all the things he's noticed.
what i didn't know til later was he said all that in front of his mom.
so how do i put on a tuff facade with her, when the kids have told her how much i hurt and that they've seen me cry and that i'm reading, praying, etc?
