feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

oh don't worry G - I know I'm still walking through 3 foot weeds! He came home yesterday (again no kiss) and a matter of fact kinda attitutde. I don't get it - what's your deal dude? anyway was in no mood to be irritated so I let it be.

This morning I get up he says, "morning" and I get coffee. He usually cleans up the kitchen (his forever duty) unloads dishwasher and picks up but he left a mess. He's been acting like a kid lately stomping his feet cuz he has to help. So I say, "can you pick this up a little" he starts raising his voice and says, "what if I don't want to?" irks me to my soul when he acts like this! I kept a calm voice while he is raising his. He is irritated and starts picking up. He does it (took him a whole 10 mins)

anyway...i made his lunch (as I usually do) and he said thanks - gave me a kiss bye (gee thanks) - so I sent him a text (have a good day - love u) no response - the resentment building.

trying not to be mad as hell