journaling- proud to report I made it through my first night with h out of the house. He never came home after work, I didn't call or email once, he called about 9:40 pm, I'm sure on the way from seeing OW to his brother's, and I didn't answer. Also called on way home this morning about 10:30, must have been pretty close because he walked in about 20 minutes later, but I didn't answer again. I was prepared to tell him if he asked(which he didn't) that I didn't feel the need to talk to him basically because isn't this what he wanted, to be separated? And also I wasn't about to answer last night on his way home from his date. He never asked though. I am still home sick today and he is off. Should make for an interesting day. He didn't say hi when he walked in, I said hi to him. Trying to be pleasantly short. Time for a nap now that he's home to watch daughter and the valium is kicking in for my back! Thank you everyone for your support, I would never have been as strong as to not call or email without the words of encouragement here.
