I called xh yesterday
heard nothing from him in about a week
he is in hiding
no calls to kids
he said he is looking for work and broke
He last worked at our business over 3 weeks ago
the business is running better without him..

I felt bad for him
he seemed confused on phone
filing for unemployment
the crises has taken everything from him
he shows no attempt to stop the meds eventhough I though I made it clear to him he could work again in the business if he were clean from the prescription drugs

I dont know if /when he will call the kids
they are now adjusting to seeing him when ever 1x a month maybe
he seemed still very angry at me
he didnt like my boundries but I am so glad I set them or I would walking on eggshells with the business and kids for the rest of my life with him
Id rather be without him totally if that is my choice
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow