You both drive an inconvenient 55 miles for individual counseling.
What she does with her personal time is hers.
You are free to imagine the most tawdry to blandest scenarios. The greater the hurt, the higher the need to make it the worst thought possible.
Instead of stalking where you think she might be, spend that time meditating. Spend it doing what makes you a good person.
Get out of your head. Go to a men's group. Help out your son. Do something for others. Do constructive destruction. Toss crap. Hack down a few bushes. Stop giving her prime real estate in your head.
Take a deep breath and exhale. Keep doing it until you feel your shoulders relax. And continue.
It's your choice if you stay on the edge of the abyss or find a new path.
