Is this the end of my marriage?

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I've got them backed up on the PC. They come in, I back them up and then delete them.

The first day of week 3 has been tough. I'm actually pretty angry today. Been thinking about her complete disinterest in anything she held dear.

What has been going through my mind today is that she has spent the best part of my D's life with her. My D is almost 9 and my W has spent the last 7 years in her life. How on earth do you walk away from that without any interest? I don't mean the separation I mean why hasn't she even asked how she is? Why didn't she stand up and fight to see D? Anything? I mean for goodness sake!

People who have kids together obviously get to see them again so I'd imagine it's not quite as hard for them as it would be if they never saw them again. However, my D is only her step-D so she doesn't get to see her anymore.

I know the answer - she's a coward. She's wrapped up in herself and her OM. But for somebody who loves kids so much, and my D in particular, to do this is just hurtful.

Anyway, rant over. Half way through another bad day.