Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

I went back and re-read my last post, and I have come to the conclusion that the e-mail she sent about S15's phone, was her way of trying to be civil/nice, maybe trying to bring me back a little bit. I dunno. I'm reading too much into it I know. Also, W went out again tonight. Doing pretty good today, one week until I am home!!! For those with/had WAW, what were some of the things you occupied your mind with to not think about where she was, who with etc. I am GALing. It's just difficult sometimes, as when I wake up-she is just going out, and I just know that she is going to be with OP. Drives me nuts some days-is that normal, pretty sure it is. The pain from that, is slowly diminishing every day it happens, as my heart begins to what I call - Scarring over, from the hurt/pain. I AM getting better, some days better than others. One Day at a Time Soldier, stare adversity down, grab it by the ba!!s, and squeeze the life out of it. I will be a better Man/Father/Husband TODAY. Have a great day all.