Coping with Bi-Polar WAW

[CountingCrows]

Great advice as usual, PDT. I think that when I mentioned the letter this morning, I was mainly trying to avoid restating my boundary regarding OM, which I don't need to remind her of. But I'm sure a part of me also wanted to remind her that I was open to working things out (wrong, I know.).

I'll definitely stay the course. As much as it doesn't feel like it's working, I can see that something is happening here. I'm just going to continue on with my life as a single parent and see where it takes me. I know it's what I have to do regardless what happens to our R.

I have to admit, it does feel good to be the one who isn't moping and depressed when W comes around (at least in her eyes...inside, I'm still a blubbering mess). That certainly wasn't helping my cause in the early weeks of the S. The switch in positions is interesting to say the least.