Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

I talked to my other best friend last night and let her know what I am doing, what I want, and that I have been scared to tell her.

She said she supports me, understands why I want to stay married, and will be able to accept WH if we R.

Phew!!

Tonight WH and I will be watching a college football game together. Normally I'm not into football but this is my college and a very historical game and I would be watching it with or without him!

So far I have decorated the tree (without him) and am working on the mantle. Hmmm...2 stockings or 3? I think I'll put up none until the time draws closer.