Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

P17 & newmama... Thank you for your support and encouragement. Being NC is so very hard and WAH's silence alternates between torture and relief for me.

I have been working on accepting moving on as the only thing left for me. I'll be looking tonight for the movie newmama. And I'm hearing so much that I'll be a better person once I'm on the other side of this, that seems like I have to believe it. Logically it makes sense, but not emotionally. This cr@p has really put a dent in my self-esteem.

But, I am off to work on GAL and having dinner with my new friends tonight.

Thanks again. I so appreciate your support.