Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Yeah, half my life with H.

I really wonder if he does/will feel it. He is so HEARTLESS and COLD. Doesn't seem like he's capable of feelings (except w OW I guess).

That would be very tough to deal with a WAW getting preg esp so soon. But, yes, we have no control over any of that. Stupid out of control decisions that they make.