"I will NOT accept this any more and I WILL have the sex life I want to have".
This is exazctly where I am today. Over the last couple of months (since I've stopped writing about my situation online)it has gone from a (hopeful) situation whether I wait it out long enough and work out "stuff" (that there will be a difference in doing that) to one where there is no thing that can or will make a difference.
There will be no difference, there is no longer any guessing or wondering about this.
Saying this ends the marriage. Yet, these words you wrote ring true for me.
Last sex: 04/06/1997 Last attempt: 11/11/1997 W Issues "No Means No" Declaration: 11/11/1997 W chooses to terminate sex 05/1998 I gained 60, then lost 85 pounds. Start running again (marathons)