Hi T,

It is so hard to see them strugling. To see them like that hurts. As for the drugs, I feel the same way. The rapid weight loss is what caught my attention.

Her appetite decreased. Yet, she was still eating a lot of carbs. Made me wonder. Plus, I noticed her smoking increased as well.

I guess they will do anything to make themselves feel better. I can't imagine the pain they are in. That's why many people resort to drugs. Its just something to hide the pain they are in.


Me- 31 yrs old

Her- 33 yrs old

S- 3 yrs old

Bomb- 4/ 09

Moved out- 6/ 09