K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

25,

I may not always like what you say or want to agree with it. But the truth is, most of what you say is very valid and it just sucks to hear and acknowledge that sometimes. And I always read what you say because I know the effort and time and thinking you put into it. And the fact that you are willing to for me is more reason to make sure I read everything you say and think about it.

You seem to really be able to pinpoint things for me quite often. At times I like to think I am moving along better, but then you point out things I am doing or saying that suggest otherwise. It is frusturating to read what you say to me, but that is because what you say to me is the truth. Sometimes the truth is frusturating to hear. I feel like every time you post to me, I have more work to do. And I can't deny what you post. It just makes me wonder if I am ever going to get out of this trap of not feeling complete and happy without my W.

Sometimes I don't post a response because there is nothing I can post to you. I can't disagree with what you are saying. So what else am I supposed to say other than just acknowledging that I read your post which I am trying to be better at.

Tonight I will spend some time really going through this latest post of yours and respond carefully after thinking about each thing in it you said. I have already read it twice. But again, there is not much I can add to or refute on your post. So I will just try and answer specific questions you asked after giving each one some thought. But at least you know that I have read it more than once and I am thinking about what you said.

Kevin