Trent--- thanks for the continued interest. I have been thinking about your last post and questions all night..... Here is the deal, I don't want to save THIS marriage anymore. I am scared of being alone, embarrassed that this has happened and worry about the effects this will have on my son, me, even my W on our personal, professional, social lives. I think I am more scared of Divorce at this point than wanting to save the M. The way that my W has treated me is horrible and I cannot see getting over it even in spite of a 180. And no, Trent I have not ever, nor would I ever have an A while married. Not my style. I for the first time in having a hard time coming up with 3 good things about her. At this point at a minimum we need to have some space away from each other b/c this has become a toxic place to be and is not good for me, her, or our son.
H: 30 W: 31 S: 2 T/M: 6/4 D Final 4-5-10
Bomb: June 09 Status: D'd and moving onward and upward?
