Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Thanks P17. Although it's tough to hear/read, you are right--just hard to accept to move on without him after 20 yrs of being together. I'm afraid to get to that place that it would still hurt to see him even after I'd have moved on.

Thanks for the perspective on the contact with the kids. I was thinking of offering this weekend to him! You read my mind! Skip that. Stopped me in time.