Young couple in need of help

[sumguy27]

cpfullofhope I do still back slide. I tried to avoid her at all possible events. Thanksgiving my friend had thrown a party for all the friends. He told me to keep my cool because my wife was coming. I did avoided her didn't want to talk with her at all. Then she iniated contact with me. Asking me to have a drink with her. I was pretty tipsy by then and same arguement happened. Friends came and grabbed me took me outside to cool down.

The past weekend I went to a club event that my friend was spinning. I had a lot of fun. Meet a lot of new girls danced with a few. I didn't even know my wife was there towards the end of the night. While I was standing there talking with some friends, there was a lady friend of mine holding me from behind rubbing my chest and arms right in front of the wife. Obviously the wife starts to taunt me and starts yelling out my nick name. At frist I didn't know who was calling my name. Then I looked and saw her. Again pretty tipsy I walk over to her and we get into it again, asking where her boyfriend was at. (I was in drunk kick assing mode by then) we start yelling at each other and then BAM! I get grabbed by a bouncer and get thrown out.

Yes pretty childish I know. I did learn from one of my boys who was standing next to the wife when I was out having fun said her boyfriend came over and yelled "F U!" Right in her face. The only conclusion I could come up with was she must have spotted me and started to spying on me to check up on what I was doing and wasn't noticing him.

I'm more detached but I do back slide and I do miss and love her lots still. Another painfull thing I have to face now is that I'm getting laid off in a month. At the end of the year they are closing down my department. Guess who works in my department. Just me. So now I'm looking for a new job during Holiday season which is so awesome! yeah right I can't find anything but seasonal jobs and I'm all out of luck. Still trying to keep my head held high.