I thought about this alot last night. It may be the holiday blues and for that I need to keep my emotions in check. I think I am feeling them too. I love the holidays (or I used to) and the whole family thing. To get a glimpse of it was nice.

Baby's dedication is Sunday. I know exh is very nervous. He hasn't been in church in years and I imagine living the life he has lived makes him feel really guilty.

He makes his life so hard.


Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!